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ア​ン​チ​ヴ​ェ​ノ​ム​: A Handful of Nothing

by Anti-Venöm

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A H X 00:39
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A Handful of Nothing 02:23
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It ends like this! With your heroes crashing down Into despair and misery All hope is lost! There is no silence, only anguish Void and the diseased It won’t go away! The buried lies you told yourself will crumble down in fear Oblivious void! Absorbing all in darkness and decay into itself: humanity A dying star, please just give in Just sacrifice what you believe Cuz in the end you’ll strive for more You’ll lose all hope and die alone Why care for more? Why give it all? Oxymoronic life approach Cuz in the end the void will win You’ll lose all hope, simply give in
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Sarah Bass 02:34
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What she had wanted was someone to love and care But all she got was a nightmare that never ends Growing old, now divorced, can’t look back, feels like trash Waking up, to real life, pure regret, giving all How can she take it? No wonder her life’s a mess And I hope that, she won’t take her life Away from everyone around I miss her, even tough she’s there Cuz I know how her story ends I already see her standing at church with her white dress Marrying yet another asshole who will beat her near to death And I know you’re down, you hate it all I know it’s hard, just let it go Don’t settle down, go live your life Don’t lose yourself to plastic lies
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Nightmares 03:04
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I’ve been thinking about you, and what you might mean to me But I gaslight myself and what I think I must feel Am I blocking it out? Have I decided to erase All the miserable thoughts, I hold for you and your state Were you beat up to death? Well, that’s the last thing you said And that you have lost an eye, or Was I dreaming as well? I wish you lied to make me come back I wish you lied to make me feel bad Cuz now I picture yourself with an eyepatch in place and the frown on the face all upset and undressed It pains me a lot to see you suffer It makes me hard to see the frown on your face Are you kicking around or have you accomplished the goal? I don’t know if you have or are you going for gold? I just hope you have killed yourself painlessly And I wish you can rest and stop feeling a thing I’ve been thinking about us And I can’t think of me And I’m writing this song just to let go Cuz you know, I have my own nightmares Cuz you know, I have my own problems and fears Are you kicking around or have you accomplished the goal? I don’t know if you have or are you going for gold? I just hope you have killed yourself painlessly And I wish you can rest and stop feeling a thing I wish you lied to make me come back I wish you lied to make me feel bad Cuz you know, I have my own nightmares Cuz you know, I have my own problems and fears It pains me a lot to see you suffer It makes me hard to see the frown on your face Cuz you know, I have my own nightmares Cuz you know, I have my own problems and fears I hope you’re dead You hated it all Please stop the nightmare Let me go
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Dorothy Gale 03:07
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You couldn’t wait to get outside your home The flashing lights and all the noise are Attractive lies to sell your body in parts Tear you apart cuz you have no one In the midst of death you couldn’t wait that long Removed yourself from all the pain and Embraced new paths that won’t turn out the way You want them all to feel like you want No heart, no brains, no strength at all You plugged yourself into the yellow bricked road Forget it all, you’re on the dance room floor Your tears came out, forget it all now Just drop a pill, dance for a bit and chill Drink half to death, cuz you have no one Ultra-violence Sex and rape Love and hate Misery Post-disaster Lost in shame Through existence Just disgrace Empty shells Endless pain Rich and poor All the same History Disarray What meant something Burns in hell Give me something Burn down yourself Hate and despair Till the end of time To yourself Engulfed in pain, end up repeating myself Careless, oblivious of the consequence We’re ripped apart from all decisions we make We might as well embrace the misery No heart, no brains, no strength at all You plugged yourself into the yellow bricked road No heart, no brains, no strength at all The courage you had was lost and gone No heart, no brains, no strength at all Believed a lie that cost you all No heart, no brains, no strength at all Ended up in a bag at the end of the road
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All the Same 04:04
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Drum roll, drum roll! Fuck the killers, the oppressors And the songs of liberation Fuck no! The same old situation Have you ever dropped a track With a different connotation? Everything sounds the same I’m done with the system Can’t control my fate No structure, just panic And all “being organic” Your algorithmic minds Can take away the money Everything sounds the same Drum roll, drum roll! No mind to break Everything sounds the same No will to break No future No future I’m sick of I’m sick of I’m sick of it all It’s all the same Everything’s the same I’m sick of it all It’s all the same
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Never Wanted 02:49
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I never wanna be strong But strong’s how I’m supposed to be I never want to grow old But here I am, today I never want to let go My hopes, my dreams and my beliefs Cuz I just want to let go My pain, the void and suffering I never wanted to hurt Myself, my friends and family But they don’t know what it’s like To feel like me! Like me! I just don’t want to become Another cog in the machine And I just want to be loved Like everyone else! And if I die? What will happen to the ones loved? And if I fail? End this This nightmare has been crazy I can’t take it, please just end it I will collapse all on my own This pain is mine and mine alone
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Harlan, Andrew. 03:52
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I wish to turn back the time The time when I was young To live and be on my own Without no doubts or regrets But now I’m living a lie Without approve or consent I wish to go back in time And take away my mistakes But now’s the time to face This reality When I was so strong And now I’m losing my life I can’t pretend I’ve lost to time A living lie Please take away my mistakes I’ve Lost To this reality While I was so strong And now I’m losing my life But now I’m living a lie I wish I could just remember The time I lost the way When I could ever feel sorry And now I’m losing my fate And now I’m living in shame And now I’m cursing your name In the name of depression In the face of deception I’ve Lost To this reality When I was so strong And now I’m losing my life I can’t pretend I’ve lost to time A living lie Please take away my mistakes I wish I could turn back Go back to where I was
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Thermonuclear Wasteland (feat. Public Serpents) 02:17
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Oh boy, oh boy, here we go again! Who dropped the bomb? We just don’t care All that matters now, it’s the sticks and stones That we’ll use to fight among ourselves Just look at the bright side, everybody’s dead! I’ve become a mutant, from radioactive waste! Everybody’s different, no more racial hate! Fight against the roaches? Here we go again! Another war, another day I’m fighting the fight, radioactive decay When it said and done, and I’m hopefully gone You will tell the tale of why humanity lost And when the blight come where you’re gonna run to Where ya gonna run to Where ya gonna run to Crack rock steady got you spinning Anti-venom serpent spitting And we’ll take over the world and it’s citizens The hate, the pain and our raze is gone We don’t look like humans, we’re completely done Who would pick up a fight or start a war In the thermonuclear wasteland number 24
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(Sudden) Death Syndrome 02:28
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Why can all things just remain the same? As if I don’t know what just happened Why did you die in such a way? Was I careless and lacked in Giving you enough attention To the point you didn’t wake up I saw your lifeless body and I couldn’t Tell what have gone wrong And then I look around He’s storming into everything and yells How could you do this? I couldn’t answer back My hearth was lost in there Along with you And I fled A couple months have passed since then And we don’t talk Cuz it’s all so depressing Every time I look at me I’m just reminded of your face Reflections, Reminders Harassment and Transgressions Obsession Deception I want an end And he left her On her own She doesn’t blame him All alone Everything reminds me of you I wanna die and be with you I’ll cut my veins or slit my throat Cuz I just wanna be with you And you fled
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Your Regret 03:13
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I feel like I am giving up today No wonder why you gave me up that way I hope that you will miss me I’m your regret I know I don’t belong and that’s ok And you hate it And you hate me I know I don’t belong Now I picture a life on the other side of the road What could go wrong, what could go… Am I drowning myself in all the sorrow you felt? That’s just a lie, you never felt And I hope you die Cuz I know you regret me Cuz I begged for you and you never looked back You never loved me back I was too weird for your friends You never treated me right Too afraid to make me public I’m useless, I’m cashless I’m worthless and pathetic You hate it You hate me I know I don’t belong
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Broadway! 02:26
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This is the story about a rat Benjamin Rat, Benjy for friends She loved big shows and all the lights The musicals and all the plays She was so smart She wanted her own play Devised a plan To take over the stage For the second act, allow me to Introduce you my friend Johnny The greatest singer, dancing queer Benjy had always loved him Dancing and prancing and singing and crying That’s Johnny the singer the star of the show The big reveal has finally come Johnny will sing his final song And as he does the crowd will see A million rats on top of him Benjy will watch from far away The biggest smile was on her face All Broadway rats are on the stage Johnny’s too engaged to notice Benjy enjoyed the show a lot Johnny just realized what went wrong He tried to scream and get away The rats have eaten Johnny’s face Mass panic has taken over The rats are leaving the theatre They’re dancing over the streets now Rats coming out of the sewers They start to take over New York

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Straight to Hell Records, No Time Records
Recorded at Holiday Studios, 2023

Thanks to all the amazing people supporting my music!! All past AV members, especially Alan, for keeping up with my BS. All the bands, labels, and comps I've had a chance to work/play with and that have supported me for the longest time. A big shoutout to Skwert from Public Serpents and Tommy from No Time Records. The Crack Rock Steady Community, and lastly, the 5 human beings that have stuck up with me. If you ain't on this list, well FCUKU!

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released August 25, 2023

RazMisery: Everything
Guest vocals: Skwert from Public Serpents on Thermonuclear Wasteland

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Anti-Venöm is a one-man band from Mexico City, created in 2008 by Raz Misery. AV’s sound is a mix of Punk Rock, Ska, Reggae, Electronic Music, and Metal.

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